Holiday Hurt

by Yeshiva Guy

(Warning. This one hurts… proceed at your own risk.)

StillInShidduchim has this post about the pain of spending Yom Tov with the family.

I quote, partially:

And you wonder, if this is supposed to be a happy time, why am I in my room crying? Why do I feel so overworked? Why do I feel like I’m doing everything wrong, though I’m trying so hard? Why can’t I keep my cool? Why is this so hard?

Although I cannot pretend to share in the pain, I can extend my sympathy, and I/we do.

I would also be presumptuous enough to throw out a quote, if I may, from Lawrence  Kelemen’s Permission to Believe, p 94, second footnote (located in the chapter on Tzaddik V’ra Lo).

Logic notwithstanding, people cannot be expected to accept apparent Divine injustice peaceably. Someone who has experienced real agony- or supported someone who has- will take little comfort in intellectual explanations. Suffering afflicts the heart, and reason can only satisfy the mind…

… To someone in pain we can offer only compassion.

Compassion offered.